A lazy day

An excellent weekend and now back to square one...Monday
But then this Monday is different..Not one of those Mondays in childhood when I could hang out with friends with no consideration for what was happening around..not one of those Mondays when I was a student listening to lectures..and not one when I used to rush to office as an employee staring at the long week ahead...
This Monday, I feel so jobless..Nothing to do...Got up at 11 to start with...had breakfast....Tried to sleep again, but couldn't, probably there is a ceiling for the number of hours a person can sleep in a day..
Checked mobile for messages and missed calls..Ya there were two each, all from the service provider..
Checked whatsapp -nothing there
Facebook - no nothing there too
Any emails - no, no and no respectively for my gmail, yahoo and hotmail ids..
Ok..leave all that...anything in my fake accounts - nothing there as well
Ok back to mobile - nothing there again..
Any events in town listed in newspaper - no nothing
Any new movies - I knew it was a No...as excepted on any given day except a Friday..
Just moved to balcony....Wanted to check if someone was around in the neighborhood...All doors closed, no sign of any movement except in the NH..Even the trees seem dead...
Back in room...almost done with this post..still nothing to do....
Everyone around seems busy..no one is around...friends are getting busy with life..most a phase or two ahead in their stage of life compared to me..and here I am..Don't know how many get this privilege this late in their life...Getting up late on a Monday morning....staying lazy and listening to music with no thoughts of work or office..
Sort of an 'I am legend' - Will Smith situation...except for the dog..Am I feeling good or bad or am I going nuts...Don't know..Seems I am the only one here in town..Alive!!!

How can two days in a week be this different!!!

SURFING + SKY DIVING + LIFE = WOW!!!

I have never done it before...I may never do it in my life…But I am madly in love with surfing and sky diving… And I really wish I could do it someday...Thanks to Point Break, the movie, for giving me so real a feel and for opening my mind towards a life style that i always wanted to have.. short and full of events - something similar to the life of a cracker - having born when its lit, bursting away all the way attracting everyone around towards it and dying off before too many gather around, gifting them wonderful memories to cherish... probably leaving everyone wish it lasted a bit longer

Font: Algerian

Welcome 2013:)

It is so easy to reset a mobile.to restart a system...with the hope that everything will be safe sound and fine as before...and the confidence level of this hope is very high, as 9 out of 10 times the reset or the restart delivers… In life too, many a time we wish to have something of that sort...something that can reset the whole past that we can start over again, making everything right and correcting the mistakes that we had committed in our journey of life till then...or something that could at least roll back things a bit to the time of our life when everything was perfect...everything was absolutely fine.. May be that’s why man has always been so wild in his desire for time travel machines...and the depth of details in the movies and stories that depict the same show how deep people have thought about it.. Unfortunately there isn't any mechanism for that. And how much ever technologically advanced we get, I don't think there is going to be anything that will help man to travel time or to teleport...And this makes a new year so important in someone's life...Its like a milestone...a restart or a restore point where in people take resolutions to be good or to be better...or not to repeat mistakes that they made this year...or to celebrate life as great as they celebrated it this year… everyone hopes it to be better than the last.. And now here we are at the doorstep of 2013...An year that Mayan calendar denied the existence of...May be half way through the year many may feel it bad...many may want to go back...many may want to reset or restart...But there isn't any mechanism for that...Nothing is permanent...All situations good or bad is bound to change...As long as we are not gods, all that we can do is sit back and hope...sit back and dream and work towards it..:)

Welcome 2013.....Same as the billions who wish it to be the best in their life, I hope it is one better, if not the best... Happy New Year:)

Slate

The slate was full..and I had been trying to wipe it clean for a long time then...I wiped it over and over again, so that it got fully clean with no spots of the previous writings..Alas!!!each time the wet surface started drying up, the previous writings started getting clear..I wiped and wiped again, then I got tired..Too tired to wipe it further that I decided to run...Run away from the slate..I ran as fast as I could, not looking back...I ran faster and faster..And then suddenly I found the slate right in front facing me with all the writings as clear as ever.... 

Diwali update

Stuck in hostel...Most of the hostlers have left for their homes, all set to celebrate Diwali with their dear ones..Circumstances have left a few like me helpless here in the hostel.. Away from dear ones..With just the phones in our hand to look out for calls from loved ones to share their happiness:)

Happy Diwali friends .... May this Diwali lighten up your life :)

Great quotes: The need!!!

Once they see you doing better without them, that’s when they want you back :)

Note: Not my words

Missing you so much – My Love!!!!

Yet another Sunday… FB flooded with online friends.. Still confused whom to ping.. whom to have a chat with…

But in spite of all these distractions, I am thinking of you and you alone… No one makes me feel the same way as you do.. Some things in life can’t be replaced.. And you are irreplaceable in my life…

I can’t express how much I miss you today and I really wish to be near you at the earliest…

I don’t know whether you remember, I met you first 4 years back in Kerala. At the first sight, I knew, we were connected. I could feel it. And I thank god for gifting me that moment. Since then, there hasn’t been a day in my life that I haven’t thought about you and there may not be any going forward. You are the best thing that ever happened in my life and I promise you I won’t let you go. I was lucky enough to have everything go my way and to get something going between us at the earliest..

I can’t forget the days I spent with you… After the first meet, I know we had minimal chances to spent time together. In fact, we have spent very little time together till date… Somehow or the other we end up in two distant places, thanks to me and my terrific fateL Still despite the long distances that separated us, you have always been there for me. You have given me support and strength always and whenever I felt down, you have given me the strength and courage to rise above it.. But today, I feel so tired.. More tired than ever. I just wish to reach you as soon as I can…and relive those moments we had together…

I miss the long outings with you…In fact, last year was the best in my life.. Somehow I was able to make it back to you.. So much time to spend with you…The chats and hang outs.. Memorable weekends…and the journeys and the fun…I always wanted to be there for you though I was able to do that only a few times in my life…The few months with you last year was the best in my life till date and I really wish to create a lot many moments worth remembrance with you… Many a time I have felt that you complete me… And today I feel so incomplete… Why oh why are you not here??

I know your stint with me has not been so fruitful all along… there was always this distance problem between us.. You somewhere and me somewhere else.. And then the horrific road accident that we had last year.. I never wanted to hurt you.. It was all my fault.. I did not keep enough attention on the road which caused the accident.. That was one of the worst nights of my life. I could feel that I had lost control.. And before I could do anything I found myself flung off in the air doing a somersault.. I never knew that I could do a somersault till then and I don’t think I can do it without external help again.. Yes I was injured badly and I was in real pain… But what really hurt me was your condition.. When I landed on ground, flat on my back, I could see you still rolling along having bruises all over you.. I don’t know how I could suppress my pain.. I hated me a lot that moment for hurting you.. How could I let this happen to you? I could just stand up and make it to you.. You were silent.. I could not control my tears seeing the bruises on your body.. I was least concerned about my injury. In fact I did not even notice that my hands and legs were bleeding. It was 9.30 at night and I stood there helpless on the NH 47 looking for possible help. It took half an hour on that dreaded night before I could find some helping hands. Thanks to two people who stopped by to help. I don’t remember their names though they had told me. All I wanted to was to take you home safely and to get you healed… I am so sorry for all that.. I know it took you some time to recover… But post recovery I felt you more stunning than ever… I realized how much I wanted you that day.. And I had decided not to leave you alone after that..

Alas! Some stupid decisions and here I am at Haryana – again away from you.. I know you would be a bit frustrated with me by now.. One year since then…and today I feel so tired, as I mentioned, of this hide and seek game.. I just want to let you know that I need you always with me.. Situations and some of my own stupidity kept you away from me.. I promise that it won’t happen again and that I will make it back to you at the earliest..

Can’t wait to reach you… feel you… kiss you…. And set out for another long trip with you…I just can’t wait to feel myself complete once again…to feel the rush of adrenaline in me.. and to feel life once again, my dearest RTR-160 4748….

Note: 111 days to go..

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